When we first meet David, he's a teenager. We know that he's spent a lot of time on his own, because no one (but God) helped him kill the lion and the bear. I love how David's example shows us how to go in the strength we have.
God didn't transform David. David was David, grown the hard way. He was despised by his brothers, minimized by his family, and alone a lot. We know he used that time to pursue his passions because he was an accomplished musician and poet in addition to beast slayer. He could dance too.
David reacted very differently to peer pressure than Saul did! He went with his conscience instead of the urgings of those around him. He set his heart on a course, and would not allow others to deviate for him. Look at I Samuel 24. Instead of consulting the fellows around him, he would routinely consult God on matters.
We don't read much of David's early life in the books of Samuel, so in order to learn how he got to be like this, we need to look at the Psalms he wrote. (I know, there's not much about Saul either, and that didn't stop me from forming all sorts of ideas. But I digress.) We see him pouring out his anguish, insecurity, and joy before God. It was his habit. Usually. Most of the time. And when he digressed, he recognized his failings and repented!
We see David's humility when the king seeks to make him his son. He says this AFTER he's become a great warrior. He is not taking what the people around him think of him to heart, unlike Saul.
Saul had a chance to change, but he didn't take it.
Of course, David was afraid at times. He was afraid of the Philistines, and acted like a crazy man. I don't think this was a lack of faith in David, but God used his acting ability to him. I believe God gives us tools and expects us to use them. David didn't care what these folks thought of him, he just wanted to escape.
Perhaps God wanted proof (He knows everything, but sometimes the proof is for our sakes) that David didn't care about other's opinions, because twice God delivered Saul into his hands (1 Samuel 24:3-7 and 1 Samuel 26:7-12) and each time, people encouraged David to kill Saul. But David kept God's will firmly in his mind.
But when David sins, he doesn't bother with the petty stuff, he goes full board with adultery and then murder. When he is confronted, he looks to God, not the person confronting him.
Wow, how did David get so far away from his previous righteous stances? I have a couple theories.
1) David was not Jesus
2) We all can get a little lax when we're on vacation
Alas, David was not done sinning after this tragedy. I think it shows that no matter how many times we repent, we need to keep watch because we will probably sin again. We are never on vacation when we seek to follow God.
Regardless of all his sin events (there are more, maybe I'll blog about his sins of omission someday) he always had an internal compass pointing him back to God. And although God took away his sin, the consequences of his sin still remained.
In conclusion, we saw Saul begin with humility and it slipped away from him as he made bad choices. David also began with humility, and managed to keep a hold of it through out the bad choices he made. What was truly the difference? I think even before he was anointed, David had already set his heart on following God.
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